Saturday, March 7, 2009

Love Beyond Doubt

Nowadays, I always sing a song, and that is because you love the song. It is always the way i would want to portray myself, as i would do just anything to make you happy, and that i will always do my best to do and follow what you love, just as long as you love it, i definitely will.. =) . A new song always bring a new chapter and as the new chapter unravels, you some how feel a certain impact or a feel which the song brings, and what better way to show the love i have for you by singing to you, and i wish i could sing to you forever more. You are my heart and soul as i would want nothing more, just to be with you and that i adore, for you and therefore i would want to give you more.


Recently, i was a little stressed out...actually, i am very.. haha..so don't get any wrong ideas as to why i tend to neglect u a little..as you can see...im in china now and im writing this for you just because i am missing you like crazy..and you never reply my msgs!! grr...you pig must be sleeping huh.. anyway..i was down at the bar and drinking..while watching the naked mile..which somehow caught me...i was thinking..as the main actor "eric" has a guilt free pass..(freaking AWESOME) =P.. and yet he never do it...and why did he not do it..? the whole movie shows the trust and love between a relationship as in no matter how much your'e better half is open minded, it does not mean that you have to do it..and i somehow think of it as a very sweet ending... and it struck me..will i be able to be like "eric"? or will i not? will you trust me? ahha..and from here on out i will state here.. and now.. that i will never betray you.. =) just because i love you..so stop tihnking if my feelings are fading or what not.. im quite happy in china now though...the weather is awesome...and i am not as stressed as in malaysia..but i would wish that you are here with me... =) i love you bi..and happy 3 months anniversary..


....My Boo....My Lover....My Ng Min Hui....

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