Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I DONT GET WHY PEOPLE CANT BE PATIENT AND UNDERSTAND US PEOPLE WHO IS ALWAYS HURT DOWN BELOW! I AM CURRENTLY CRYING MY LUNGS OUT. I'M FEELING SUPER SAD RIGHT NOW. I WISH I CAN JUST DIE STRAIGHT AWAY! I REALLY WISH THERE'S A CAR THAT WOULD JUST DRIVE ME OVER AND KILL ME! I WILL DO ANYTHING AND EVEN PAY YOU JUST TO KILL ME! I HATE MY LIFE. I HATE IT CRYING EVERYDAY! NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME EVEN THE ONES CLOSEST TO ME! THEY ONLY KNOW HOW TO KEEP ON POINTING OUT OUR MISTAKES AND KEEP SCOLDING AND SCOLDING! I HATE THIS PEOPLE! I HATE THEM! I DONT WANT PRESENTS OR JOKES! I JUST WANT UNDERSTANDING! CANT THEY JUST GIVE ME THAT?! THAT DOESNT COST A SINGLE CENT YOU KNOW?! I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE! STOP SAYING "BAD MEMORIES" BECAUSE IT IS FUCKING ANNOYING! I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD. DEATH IS THE BEST CHOICE. REALLY! NO ONE WOULD EVER KNOW HOW I FEEL. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU UNDERSTAND ME BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL! FUCK EVERYTHING, FUCK IT ALL! EVERYTHING IS USELESS BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I SAY, THEY'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND. I BET IF I DIE, THEY'LL LIVE THEIR LIFE HAPPIER! I HATE MY LIFE, KILL ME, I'M ASKING YOU TO. PLEASE.

1 comment:

Tai Yuin said...

not all people can be understanding. they think that saying "forget it" and "it ll be okay" will just fix everything. sometimes its not comfort that we need, but understanding. i totally feel you minhui. but death is not the solution.

take care.

&&xoxo