Love is difficult, i hate it.

why is loving someone so hard? i just want a relationship which is sweet. i just want a guy who love me for me. love me forever and never leave me. i just woke up and started crying again. my cousin have left and now there aint anyone who can comfort me. i wanna go to club house and walk around. i cant stop thinking about this. my tears cant stop falling and it ain't fun at all. i feel like dying right now, commit suicide. i mean, there's no point living in this world anymore. i cant imagine myself losing him. i really dont know what to do. i only know how to cry. it is so useless. i'm so useless. no one can be here to comfort me. i dont feel like thinking all this anymore. dont feel like blogging anymore.


ps, there's no point living in this world without him.