I need you in my life badly.

dear, you know i need you and i want you in my life. i really love you no matter what. i dont know what had come between us. please be here with me and i know we can go through this. i dont want it to come to and end. I really cant imagine myself without you. you've made my life happier and full of memories. i dont want you to go. please dont leave me. i know we can go through anything that is gonna come between us. all i want to say is, i love you and nothing can come between us if we really do love each other a lot. dont care about the rumours, dont care about what people said about us and dont care about any stupid feelings or crap. you know i love you and i need you in my life. you know i always cry over stupid things and i think a lot. i just cant be strong like you want me to be. i need you. i got lots of friends who is always there for me, but of all, i need you the most. i never love someone this much before untill i met you. even though we cant see everyday like other couples do. i wish it wont affect our relationship. i dont know why is your feeling fading away. but mine is getting more, i miss you damn much. everyday when i wake up, i was hoping there's a message from you. it makes me happy because i know you still care about me. but now i know you like freedom. and i think i'm really too controlling. i'm sorry for being like that. just give me one more chance. i know our feelings will come back again. i apprecaite this relationship. and i hope you do too. all i want to say is, i love you and i want you in my life badly.


ps, this i what i want you to know ; nothing else anymore.