Reaching out for you inside of my heart.

hey bloggieeee, just came back home from school as usual (: i had really bad headache today. since the morning already like that. dunno why. maybe cause i freezed during the midnight or whatever so. ahha! damn it! (: this morning, woke up thanks to dearr's sms. or else i think i am gonna continue sleeping. was feeling really fucking tired larh. dunno why also. sighh! maybe cause i STUDIED tooo much. hehe! school is as usual, damn fucking boring. had math test today. really hope i'll get good results la (: yesterday, had science paper two test. and i got 41 over 52. is it a lot? or suck? i think it sucks. i wanna get at least 45 over 52 only satisfy! gr! i wanna get A for my pmr larhh! loads and loads of A's. so that i can go science-stream and take other subjects outside from school since this school sucks like shit? or maybe change school. i think changing school is better (: thenn.. i'll get more freedom! yay! heeheee! shit larh. PMR is coming in 24 fucking days! damn it! it sounds sooo nearrrr weihh! gonna study study study ad. hehe! i loveeee studying ain't I? XD sooo today classs, nothing interesting happen. slept after teacher finish discussing geo paper. thanks to my stupid brain. i was feeling fucking tired. sighh. yeah. this is my day. how BORING it is. ohyaaa.. there's this stupid form one biatch messing around with my i can call bigger little cousin sister? cause she's kinda bigger size than me? XD but the point is, she's scared of that biatch! and guess what? that biatch, is smaller size than me. how WONDERFUL! hahaha! i thought that she wont be scared of her cause of her size. damn it. should i sound that biatch for my cousin sister or not? tell meeee! (: ohya, the the LALA1, was better today larh. but still, we ignored her again! heehee! okayy.. this is it. nothing to talk about anymore. and i promise that i'll blog about benedict lim after my exams! (: i promise kay? heeeeheeee. gonna have bm tuition later. gawsh! i hate tuitions now. soo ermm.. bye for now. i love you dear and so are my friends! *hugs and kisses*

I dont want you to run away.Will you stick with me through what ever?

• && I'll end with a poem. (:

My whole life, it seems

I've spent only waiting

For the perfect man

My mind's always painting

I've searched and searched

But the end's all alike

I'll go to bed empty

Sleep alone for the night

Suddenly, my hopes grow limp

My portrait fades to bland

I realize that my search must end

There is no perfect man

But you proved me wrong

You showed me what's right

And handed back that paintbrush

To paint again tonight

But there is no need to paint

My work is nearly done

Because of him the colors returned

The light of love has won

My whole life of waiting

Has someone to end my strife

My dream has been accomplished;

The portrait came to life