I wanna do this post to someone special in my heart (: someone that i wanna care and love the most. and he's my guy, my bii, my boo and my eveything (: travis. whee! we've been together for about 23 day. its short but i believe it'll be longer than any of my ex. he's really nice. and guess what, we've only went out twice so far =/ i know it really hurts missing each other so much. but i will do anything just to make you happy if i can. i hope i can go out more often and without anyone stalking me. but seriously, days with him is really wonderful. no tears or anything. maybe a little when i'm really missing him too much. he really do care about me and really love me for me. ain't like anyone else who only cares about money or looks. why should we care rite? what's the point having a girl or guy who have the looks but doesnt have the heart rite? its so god damn it useless (: lets see, my bii is really nice. i really love him for him. i felt so free and guess what, i can be me when i'm with him (: most of the time, i'm the one who is hurting him. i dont wanna hurt him anymore. i dont want him to think so much. i'll change my attitude and everything. i need to love him more and more. loving is part or learning to me. guess what, i love him (: on saturday, i didnt really treat him taht nice. i felt regret and everything. i'm here to say sorry bii. and i wont do that anymore kay? i dont wanna hurt you anymore. i love you boy and that's all i wanna say. i love you and i miss you. mwah!
the first picture we took together (:
second picture (:
now you know why i can be me when i'm with him ;D
i'm happy that i have him in my life (:ps, i wanna love you more and more!
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