Its hard to understand what you want in life.

Just got home from school. had exam today. i think i flunk it. its like. i didnt really care about paper two? i left the last section blank. and i think i am so gonna be dead when the papers are back. gonna have english and science tomorrow. which is no plroblemo to me (: eventhough i cant get as high as the others but nahh. i'm sure i wont fail. i really catn wait till PMR is over. i wanna go out i wanna have freeom! shopping to release those stress that i got in my life. i fucking hate it. i've been saying foul language for the whole day today. i dont know why. my mood is so weird! suddenly, i'm hyper, suddenly stoning, suddenly moody. i really dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. I've been saying he's name for dont know how many times today. i really miss the past. but i'm over him and i know there will be a prince that will come to me after kissing so many frogs. not many la. but hmm.. quite a few.. i regret kissing some of the guys but some i dont feel regreted at all because i know he will appreciate it very much. exam is like so bored. i've finish all the papers so fast till i need to make myself sleep but i just cant. i feel like changing school again but i dont know larh! i wanna go sri inai not kdu anymore. i just dont know why! someone please help me! let me understand what i want in my life now. i have no idea what i want. and guess what?! sarah tan li shen is interviewing everyone who is taking PMR in this school like the form 3's for the school magazine. godd.. i'm gonna put a sentence which is stress and torture is the best describe for PMR. but after pmr, freedom and shopping is coming to me! goshhh! cant wait till PMR is over. lets go crazy and mad in the shopping mall! good good! i shall chill and cool down and be patience till the day arrive! (: got to go now! i love you all! *kisses and hugs*

i dont know what does this means. but i think my face is getting better (:dont look like me at all right. haha! look so ermmm.. dunno XD


ps, goodluck for your exams!