Monday, July 16, 2007

I felt so empty without him surrounding me.

I just come back from school. i hate school! i hate every single thing that had happen today! i fucking hate my life! i wanna leave this school! i hate some people here! i hate everything! i wanna change school! i am not happy here at all! arghh! this morning, was still okay. then there's this enw form one girl who is new to this school. then i thought she'll be bitchy cause someone said so XD but i think people can change la. then during break. eat? everything started the period before lunch. i was feeeling damn moody that time. dont ask me why. i suddenly got headache and was really piss off over nothing! i'm so weirdd! maybe i'm just thinking too much that time. then when i pass by form one to toilet. adam said something. so i ignore larh cause i am not in a good mood.


during lunch, i ask adam. so what did you said just now? then he said larh, netalie yap likes to talk about me and likes to bitch about me. so i just wanna know the truth of this whole story! then i ask netalie yap really nicely. and she said no in a very very bitchy way. and she even think that i accuse her! i'm like wtf? and guess what. she thinks that its claire who told me about it. i mean. hellooo? please get some evidence first la. then she go tell claire about some crap. i'm like oh my gawd larhh! grr! then during math, me and claire went to find her and we want everything to make it right. and guess what happen? she came out and ask what you want in a very biatchiee way! i was like oh my god la. cant believe she's this kind of person. then she start saying crap crap crap. then i didnt want anyone to hear cause i dont wanna make it such a big deal. so i ask her to come to the toilet. then i ask her why she so angry and crap. and guess what. i even said SORRY! wtf? then she just push me away. i'm like oh my god la. why do i even wanna said sorry. she's sooo! arghh! i cant help it. but from today onwards. i dont ever wanna have a friend like this. no matter what! i hate it! i just cant believe she's this kind of person. i remmember last time she use to biatch about me too. and i forgived her. and we become friends. to me, she's a person that likes to make small things into a really big deal. garrhh! i hate it! but who cares, its over now. i dont wanna talk about her or even care about her. i wont give a damn about her in my life ever again! i wont give a damn about her bitching about me to anyone. life goes on. its just that, i cant believe that she dont even wanna make things right. so me and claire is just gonna let it be like this. let have a biatch fight. and i will never cry over this kind of things anymore again in my life.


finally, i get to blog. i finally can let my feelings out. i am having a really god damn headache. but i dont give a damn. gonna have tuition later. and michelle leng, are you okay? you seem sad and qutie today! sarah lee, why did you go back so fast?! but at least you came. i love you sooo much! claire, dont worry. we dont give a damn about it kay? mandy, you seem really quite today. i'll be there for you no matter what. henna, you seem errr.. nothing? justin, dont give a damn about him larh k? you'll get better next time. daniel yusof, in the end; you still can't run away from her. elicia, you're hyperactive. baby boo, i miss you loads! i guess this is it. haha! errmm... i dont have anything to blog about anymore. soo gonna have tuition later and sleep and talk on the phone! yay! saturday please come quick! i just cant wait! i feel bad though cause its someone's birthday and i'm acting like this. sighh. and last sentence, i hope that nothing like this will ever happen in future anymore! soo.. bye for now (:
*hugs and kisses*


ps, it dont worth a single tear or even giving a damn over it.

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