tell me who i am.

i dont know why, i'm feeling moody again. i hate my feelings. i look sad but i just dont know why. dont ask me why too. just now tuition is okay. but he keeps on trying to make me piss off. who knows, i am piss off in the end. then i was moody in every question that teacher want me to ask. maybe its because of the dream, maybe its because of what the teacher said. both of them was like. owh, that girl very pretty and crap. i can get jealous easily. so dont make me jealous please. i wanna go to singapore. its like the nicest place to shop. today is so boring. i've studied science and geo. now i think its math. arghh.. my math sucks. i wanna rest, i wanna sleep. wanted to cut my fringe today, who knows its not open. nevermind la. i'll cut tomorrow. i dont feel like i use to anymore. i ain't the hyper one in school anymore. i feel very weird for the whole week. i felt lonely and sad. sometimes piss off. not really happy at all unless someone said some stupid jokes. i feel like no one in this world will care about me anymore. i am tired wandering around in this world. all i want to know is the right place for me to live. i feel like going out to release my feelings. but i'm like grounded at home. all my parents want me to do is study. i mean, my head is going to burst soon. i feel so dumb and useless. i ain't like other students who can just concentrate in class and get high marks in school without studying at home. i know i'm not like the old me anymore. its like i'm a different person now, with different personality. what's wrong with me. tell me who i am. my life is so lifeless. i need you by my side now. hugging me and never let me go forever. i love youu.

i'm like that lonely girl waiting for the sun to set.

ps, i'm a girl with different personality from last time.