This i promise you.

just back form school. i feel like dying now. eventhough exam is over. i ain't happy like any others. i never feel so wrong before. today's exam is totally fuck up. i didnt read any of the question at all. and i tembak all. soo in the end, the result is. i failed for my sejarah and kh. i use to get 76 for my geo and its 60 now, my math is only around 50, my science didnt really do well. according to claire, i only got 21 over 40 for the objective paper. what is wrong with me for the whole week? i seem like i dont give a damn about my exam eventhough i studied so hard! fuck fuck fuck! i hate my life. i just hate it. and a lot of people is not coming for the barbeque. whoever saw this and wanna come. sms me. tell me. this wednesday night. fuck la! i hate my life! fucking hate it. and lots of my friend is having relationship problem. its making me more worried. but seriously, i found it stupid for me to be scared. its not me. its them. haihz.. stupid la me. and i promise you dear, jeanette and shar.. i will not smoke anymore! i swear to god kay? if i did it again, will god send me to hell as fast as he can. i wanna go out! i wanna go shopping! i want wednesday to come fast. its gonna be damn fucking fun with joe and jun around.. ahha! yay!! joe joe, my bm teacher! i mean my sexy bm teacher and jun my clownn! heehee (: kay.. i'm feeling better now. dear is watching pirates with wei lun and yi chin if i'm not wrong. when is your flight!! you haven tell me larh damn it. my house is totally empty. i wanna go shopping! soo err.. i'm actually having holiday now. haha! err.. can i do something special during this holiday? and everyone is like went shopping already! fuck la! even those form one. i'm the only one who come back home for nothing at all. ohya, and dear! my whole family, cousin all know that i'm with you for comfirm. so dont dissapoint them yeah? and my mom said i'm gonna scare you away having this kind of girlfriend. heehee. then i told my mom, scared away you happy lo. then she's like haha! of course. but when you're old not happy. heehee. amazing la my mom! actually allow me to be with you know (: i love you hell loads yeah? and that edgar is just my little brother who i always whack in school. so dont think too much kay? i love you. please tell me everything that i dont know kay? i love you simson sim xian zhi.

this look of me will never happen anymore. i will never smoke forever!

i promise i will never do this anymore.
this is the last one from now on and forever.
random shot of my maid. haha! i took it from my room, i had a water fight with her yesterday.

i love my hair. its way too nice (:


ps, i promise that i will never smoke forever.