sorry babe.

its so boring early in the morning now. i chat with dhiren and he's really nice.gland to know him as a friend :) he didnt want to go for tuition. haha! joke a little with him. he's a rich guy. hmm.. he's really nice and friendly! that's all i can say. baby dear, please dont be angry. i'm so sorry kay? and i dont want you to be moody early in the morning. i'm really sorry. guess you're having fun in football practice now. i'm missing you badly. please dont be angry k? i'm so so sorry. eating fried rice and salad for breakfast. and can you believe my cousin came back at 5?! oh my god. that's really late! i cant believe that she come back so late. and i remmember when i went open the door, i'd said. why dont you come back a lil bit later ?! then she said. owh. i thought you dont sleep this late? because you're always on the phone. then i'm like! fuck it la! since when i talk on the phone till this late?! damn it la. daddy and mummy gonna come back later. argh! hope they'll come back at night. i'm missing all my friends now. i think i'm dead on monday. this feeling keep on coming towards me. i feel like crying. but i dont know why. first got blame for bullying nicole. now. i went out without permission in school. hope they will not call my parents! shit larh! now i know! everything you wanna do in this new school, you have to ask for persmission. and i'll keep that in my mind for ever! as long as i'm in this school. gawd! this school isa really strict school. teachers are really strict here. i wonder why did i end up here in the end of all schools. why here? gosh! i'm addicted to this song by shakira and beyonce! its hawt! dear. i'm missing you. i'm so sorry about last night. dont be angry anymore kay ? i love you.

ps, i'm so sorry my baby.