i hate my life.

kay.. its so boring in school. then during the character bulding time, that two fucked up bitches is bitching about me! i hate them! they're bitches! dear... u hate them! i hope they can go die also. class is so boring. i was eating chocs in class again. i'm addicted to it!! gawd! help me get rid off it! hehe... so.. i give some to henna, michelle and mandy! and they still want more. i'll see if i got somemore for you guys kay? still got a few more days to go~ claire, justin and daniel yusof didnt come today! class is soo quite! trust me. this is the first day without teacher scolding and crap. haha! i'm having tuition with my darling kai yi later! gonna have fun later :) i love my friends and especially you. and i took some pics that day when i was bored like shit. tell me wat do you guys think of it kay? love you all! and i'm going to cut my fringe again! soon :) i cant wait! i want my old fringe back! i love you darl. just finish talking to him on the phone. then my mom found out that i went out with my darl! fuck larh! i hate my cousin! she go and check my handbag! i mean wat the fuck! why do she wanna check my handbag? she got nothing better to do still! she's ruining my life! i'm studying nowadays already after going out with him. i'm trying to concentrate on my studies and ignore what had already happen! and she just wanna bring things that have passed up again! how much i wish she could just stop it! its really irritating! ohya! i know why she wanna do this! is because she didnt have a boyfriend before. she dont know how it feels when you break up, when you just got a boyfriend and when you went out with your boyfriend. fuck her la! when she got a boyfriend, i'm going to complain every single thing to her boyfriend and tell him how she ruin my life like fuck! i fucking hate her. she use to sleep with me in the bed. now, i got a mattress and sleep on the floor. i dont ever wanna see her, talk to her or even sleep with her! she's a fucked up bitch! she dont know how irritating it is! my house is worst than a prison. you cant tell anyone your secrets! i need someone to be there for me at home! but noo.. i only got my beloved dog. fuck larh! why isnt there anyone in my house will try to understand me and keep my secrets?! i feel so extra in this house! why do god evern create me! why am i born in this kind of family! how much i wish i got parents who is understanding and really cares about what i do. but doesnt scold me. just try to explain it once and thats it! i hate long-winded people! like my dad! fuck larh! argh! he likes to repeat and repeat. damn fucking irritating! i'm getting piss off with this family! i've been crying everyday in this week! i mean! what the fuck! they dont give a damn and they still keep on doing it! why cant they just ignore what had already happen before? not like you can edit the past. its about the future! just tell me dont do it again and that's it! fuck larh! i really hate it! people do mistakes and they will change. my parents are different! world is unfair to me! really fucked up unfair. taking pics and talking to my friends are the only way to past my day.

its kinda weird.

that necklace :)

ps, black and white pics.